i have found a new love.. traveling! i want to travel all over the world with a bunch of really cool people and i would be content!

My second plane ride in one month... I leave for little rock on monday with my daddy. that should be interesting but i am actually looking forward to it. i will now be able to say that i have been to arkansas :) i just hope that this plane ride is better than the last. please no delay, no curcling, no libera and no bugs, this plane trip better be exactly the amount of time they tell us! no repeat of the costa flgiht from hell please and thank you!

see you guys Thursday evening! But this trip i will have my cell phone and will be able to use it. so im not completly peacing out of daytona beach!

<3 and please dont have too much fun while im gone

p.s. thank goodness for modern technology.. the computers at work broke today, maui nix's ended up making more than 10 dollars from me adding wrong... wooops back to prealgebra

you know whats funny... when i was a little girl i could not wait to be a teenager. i dont know why? now i look back and being a little girl was the best times i have ever had. i had no worries no cares no problems. the only thing that scared me was going to the doctor's and getting a shot. then there are my parents who say they would never in a heart beat be a teenager again. so this age group that we are in now what does it consist of? Sure it is fun and when we have fun we have alot of fun, but doesn't it seem we spend more time crying and complaining than anything else. we know why our parents fight, we know what it feels like for a boy to hurt us, we know what its like to need money so badly we stick with our boring jobs, we know all these things... so when does it get better? when we are our parents age? i've been watching sex and the city alot these days because i have been sick and still they deal with all the bullshit... so what is it all going to end when we find that one person and marry them have children live in a big house with a white fence and have those dream jobs and end up like our parents. i know that i wish i would end up like mine. so why do we all stress over the shit that happens now when if we talked to our parents they cant even remember half of the things good and bad that happened to them when they were younger? i guess its because we are human and that is what we do. well i think its shitty so there!

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two weeks in costa = amazing!!!!
to sum it up for yall:  2 weeks of pure crazyness, LAUGHING 24/7, crying, falling off bikes, bruises, GETTING WASTED EVERDAY, bagel talks at 2:30, cookies, WANNA TAKE A SHOT, wanna take a picture, meeting some kick ass people, having the time of our lives! <3

A trip that should have taken 2 hours and 37 minutes on the way there toke 24 hours. Our plane had "problems" so we sat at the airport for like 7 hours or more... we ended up pissing off every person that sat around us as we tried to entertain ourselves. Then we finally boarded and couldnt land so we circled and circled. By this time me, kel, and laur felt like shit. Me and Laura ended up puking when we finally landed. We ran out of gas from circling so much that we had to make an emergency landing in Liberia. Lets just say if I never see Libera again I will be content. We decided to get off the plane to move around and there were bugs and I just dont mean bugs, you could not move one step without encountering at least 5 bugs. We finally landed and 24 hours later we were at our hotel. It was the plane ride from hell.

Everything after that went pretty smooth and our ride home only toke an extra 40 mintues which was no big deal. The girls got to go horse back riding, white water rafting (where i was the only one to fall out and get beat up from rocks and sucked under another raft while kel and laur laughed), and we went fishing *I CAUGHT A FISH MY FIRST FISH EVER*. And I got wasted everynight!!! There was alot of nakedness...It was awesome I would def go back in a heartbeat. We only had a couple accident: Kelly feel when she was drunk in a whole and smacked herself in the eye with a while bottle and got a couple more bruises on her legs, Josh fell down a mountain and scratced his legs up pretty good, Austin got a fin to the back of his head and ended up with a nice gash and then fell over the falls on rocks and messed up his legs pretty bad ( he wins the prize for getting hurt and couldnt surf the last two days), I got a huge bruise on both sides of my legs one from falling off a bike wtih kelly and landing on the handlebar and the other from going white water rafting. Spent all 700 dollars i brought and had to start charing the last day there... but the trip was worth all 1300 that i spent!!!!!!! <3 had a blast with everyone there and meet some cool new people at our hotel.

even though its weird being back home im glad because i missed my friends! now its time to keep partying WOOOH lol. aviv and tasha im jealous you guys are going to have so much fun traveling. natalie its time to get wasted! <3 another nice thing with being in costa was no work and no school.. that is going to suck! but im back home bitches.

tomorrow i will be in Costa Rica!!! wooooh for me wooh for me.. see yall in two weeks

p.s. everyone should listen to Amber Pacific because they are AMAZING :)

This is for the ones
Who believe
Their lives wont change
Hoping that someday
Things will mend
And be the same
This is for the ones
Who have lost it all
When all thats left to gain
Is a simple reminder
That the things that were blind it
Slip away

luv ya'll -ton

* Life is weird, it def has its ups and downs.. ill take a first class ride up please.

Someone tried to break into my window last night around 2:00. It's weird because it was right after I got outa the shower and was about to go to sleep. I heard the window shaking sidewards because i only lock one side incase i ever get locked outa my house again. this is the second time.. and last week someone tried to get into our side window because they knocked over my mom's plants outside and she saw footprints. EEEKS

the SAE formal is coming up im excited!! just gota get a dress :) natalie and aviv we will rock it like no other!

im going to my first wedding.. should be fun

conclusion april is a good month!

changed my major once again.. no more law at least i think no more law... i want to go into buisness and conquere the business world! i am determined to be a billionaire with a kick ass buisness :) with the change of major i changed where i want to go to school... my parents always wanted me to go to UCF saying what a good school it was and loved how close it was. if im not going to cali for college i might as well stay close to home :) UCF here we come.

cheerleading weekend = sucks! work should be interesting.  

Going out to lunch at RG with Tasha.. gota run!

<3 peace and love yall!!!!

* I played the lottery tonight... my fortune cookie said that i will be successful in any profession.. so i thought that maybe the lucky numbers at the bottom would give me some luck... ill know tomorrow *

I want a puppy. i want a little dog that i can sleep with and cuddle with. i love my dogs but they are so big and smelly but since my parents dont want me to have one that is the frist thing i am doing when i move off the college... besides everyone knows i cant be somewhere without animals :) tehehe

<3 this was a meaningless live journal but hey its all good better to keep it happy and positive

oh yea this weekend... nice beach weather.. the news just said that... then we have a cold front and a storm... so lets soak up the sun ladies!

ive been doing so much thinking except when i wanna write it down i draw a blank.

.....CONFUSED....save me from this state of blah

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